I tried going on the elliptical today. Whenever I do, I usually last about 20 minutes. But that was 2 months ago. Today, I was dying after a couple of minutes. I couldn’t even last 5 minutes on it. And right now, I feel so dead. Idk why but I felt dead the whole day. I don’t feel like doing anything, I don’t feel like eating anything, I don’t feel like talking to anyone. Ugh I feel so fat and ugly right now, it’s depressing. Fuck you cellulite, fuck you stubby legs, fuck you bulky calves, fuck you armpit boobs, fuck you double chin, fuck you flat nose, fuck you big nostrils, fuck you big forehead, fuck you big face, fuck you ugly knees, fuck you hairy and ugly legs, fuck you ugly arms, fuck you uneven tans, fuck you spotty legs, fuck you dry-skin-no-matter-how-many-times-i-put-lotion, fuck you, fuck you, FUCK YOU.