MY MOM WENT TO NOODLE PLANET WITHOUT ME

BOOO

I’m starting to get obsessed with what I eat. Today I ate:

Breakfast: 1 bowl of corn pops

Lunch: A few bites of chicken + 1 cup of peach sorbet (school lunch)

After School: 1 can of Pepsi, 1 Pancake (from McDonalds), 1 Banana

                   1 hr later I ate some M&M’s (half of a fun sized bag)

Snack: 1 small bowl of Chunky Monkey Ice Cream

Dinner: 2 boiled eggs w/ salt, pepper & a teeny bit of soy sauce

           1 pickle sized cucumber w/ salt & fish sauce

           1 cup of warm milk

Snack: 1 white chocolate macadamia nut cookie (130 calories for that :()

I’m going to try to eat healthier. I hate feeling fat everyday.

+ I pooped today LOL

• fat legs
• fat arms
• fat stomach
• fat face
• double chin
• ugly knees
• armpit boobs
• big obese butt
• cellulite
• blemishes
• spots on legs
• stubby legs
• jiggly legs
• flat nose
• big nostrils
• uneven tans
• OBESE
• jiggly stomach
• fat feet
• big eye circles/eye bags
• fat legs
• fat legs
• fat legs
• stubby legs
• stubby legs
• light eye brows
• dry, ugly skin
• FAT LEGS AND ARMS
• FAT
• FAT
• FAT

I tried going on the elliptical today. Whenever I do, I usually last about 20 minutes. But that was 2 months ago. Today, I was dying after a couple of minutes. I couldn’t even last 5 minutes on it. And right now, I feel so dead. Idk why but I felt dead the whole day. I don’t feel like doing anything, I don’t feel like eating anything, I don’t feel like talking to anyone. Ugh I feel so fat and ugly right now, it’s depressing. Fuck you cellulite, fuck you stubby legs, fuck you bulky calves, fuck you armpit boobs, fuck you double chin, fuck you flat nose, fuck you big nostrils, fuck you big forehead, fuck you big face, fuck you ugly knees, fuck you hairy and ugly legs, fuck you ugly arms, fuck you uneven tans, fuck you spotty legs, fuck you dry-skin-no-matter-how-many-times-i-put-lotion, fuck you, fuck you, FUCK YOU.

(via lovemichellee)

I had a productive day today. Woke up like at 8:05 on a Saturday. I participated in a neighborhood clean up, where kids gather up & break into groups to clean up several blocks. So about 250 kids joined and cleaned 26 blocks in the neighborhood. After, I walked to my friend’s house and stayed there for a bit. My dad picked me up & we went to the dentist at 2:00. Tightened my braces. THEN, I went to my cousin’s Susan’s house. Her stepsisters & neighbors were there so it was kind of awkward for me, since I didn’t really know them. Uh, we walked to the park. Went to Toy’s R US, Party City, & PetSmart. After that, we went to eat at Tasty Garden. CHICKEN CURRY & HK STYLED MILK TEA! Hehe. Omg, I really love those little eggettes. OH yeah, and then we went back to Susan’s house and just hung around for a bit. Yeah, I liked today. I actually did something today! I WASN’T ALONE AT HOME TODAY.